She felt humiliated, distressed and violated. It took her a full whole week to catch up with reality, since all these feelings of frustration were clouding her thoughts. She realized she has to know what had happened and how it had happened. She knew each one of the guys she had dated and knew what was going on, and she knew what she was doing, so it can’t be one of them; she knew that for a fact.
Even the dates she accepted as a favor, she never let anything get this far, she knew what was happening and it was all mostly a social event or were in public places and she always came home with a sound mind, so the only possibility that she could really think of was the fuzzy memories she has been encountering, especially when the doctor said that nothing was wrong with her, and it was not a symptom related to her infection.
She picked up a piece of paper and started to write down all the incidents that had happened in the past month, as much as she could remember. Amazingly, she remembered a lot, more than she had expected, but she could not remember what had happened in couple of occasions during her photo shoot. She still wrote everything down and went thought it a couple of times.
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