The rest of the ride was awfully silent. She insisted that he gets dropped first and she had gotten away with it. He was thinking about all the things that had happened that day. How his sister’s comment and Carissa’s comment were exactly the same. He thought about it and it actually made sense. He and Carissa were engaged and we so in love. They had planned to start a family and had dreams. He knew she loved him and he was starting to realize that she still cares about him very deeply especially after today’s conversation. He played what had happened on the dance floor. Her expression, she was blushing and when she had realized that she had been scared. He had noticed that and had controlled his every urge that prevented him from being a gentleman.
He played it over and over in his head the way she had looked at him before she broke of. He liked her more than he was willing to admit Carissa. He liked her for many reasons. It was more than her looks; her intelligence, her persona and it was so much more. It was something much more than that, which attracted him to her. He had liked her from the first time he met her, especially after their conversation. But today he had felt a change; as Carissa had said, given a choice he would love to get to know her and date her. He wasn’t sure why he was thinking about all these but somehow she had made an impact on him. He felt bad but he couldn’t help feel that way.
He distracted himself by thinking about his questions regarding Carissa. The more he thought about it, the more it got complicated. He knew she still felt the same way about him and that has not changed. He remembered how they had broken up and she had not been herself and not it was actually clear but at that time he was angry and devastated and he had failed to trace to the reason behind it. He was not sure if he has changed and regrets her actions or it was something more. She had never said anything to implicate herself or indicate that she wants to be back in his life. But something told him there were more secrets in her life that he had no clue about.
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